Long Time No See...

Went to college after a month and 13 days. Longest ive been away from there since 1st year. Sounds kinda sad and geeky i know. And i missed the large, long and unending studios, the stuffy suffocated AV room, the half-seat half-retaining wall next to the lawn, the stilt area, the waste space where we play football. But not the people. The same ones who i felt like running away from at the end of last year and thought a month and a half at an office where i wouldn't be in contact with any of them would help. Not all of them obviously. But the number's large enough to generalise. i don't know what has tired me about them. Maybe it's the pointless objections to my opinions which my headstrong and stubborn head cannot take. Maybe it is the knowledge of the evil and malicious in each of them, soaked over the last 3 years. For some, the hard core selfishness that seems to rule every aspect of their lives. Or simply, its all in my imagination. Every little incident, every carefree word, every act of indifference. It has all built up and created monsters in my head. Monsters who i will smile at everyday. Monsters who i will live with day and night as we slog over the next day's presentation. Monsters who i don't know are imagined or real. Or maybe its me. i am the Monster.